ASSALAMMUALAIKUM.....
So, like what you guys can see i got an offer to do economics in Kolej Mara Banting (KMB) and will forward my studies in United Kingdom.. and the registration is on 3rd of July..
it means... next week!!! next week people!!!.. should i go or not?
i have two reason why i don't wanna go
1. i don't have any idea what is economics?????
2. i don't wanna live in a sekolah asrama penuh lagi... i'm tired of the rules yang asyik tekan student sana sini... i don't mind following the rules but please respect the student.. kitaorang manusia jugak...
hmm... then,people cakap rugi giler... dah ada peluang nak fly!!!....tapi ada yg cakap... xpe stay je asasi pintar... buat farmasi....
i'm scared...pointer pun mcm nak tak nak je... i'm trying as hard as i can to study.. i don't know what's wrong with me but then....sepanjang i study...asasi la result mcm ape je... i wanna change... i don;t want my past to hunt me... start a new life...
well, looking at the KMB group in facebook make me wanna join that programme.. but then.. i know i wanna do pharmacy and i had to stick with it... apa pun rezeki kat mana2... insyallah...
apapun...always living to the coolest
Saturday, 29 June 2013
Sunday, 16 June 2013
Why me... again?
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM...
ALLAH..... He had test me again... and i am not sure whether its an answer or a test... but then i had been called by the UKM Academics. She/He told me that i can't take Pharmacy as my course and i was extremely SAD.... allah knows how it felts... i had let go three of my offers just to stay here and i receive this kind of news.
I am sad... but i think that sad is just not helping...
Even regret is not the best solution..
I just don't know whether Pharmacy is the best or not. I did istikharah but i don't know whether i had been answered or not..... but i'm writing letters to the director hopping and begging so my course will be consider back..
Last week was a really what we call a punching back. When i started to punch back all this sadness, i felt more sad.. therefore.. if faith said that i had to live with it.. than i will make this sadness bow to me and not i'm the one who bow towards it. If these sadness want to follow me.. than i will not be running but i will stay and stand high until they can't catch me.
I started not to cry like what i used to do. I'm a big girl now and i had to live to the coolest
ALLAH..... He had test me again... and i am not sure whether its an answer or a test... but then i had been called by the UKM Academics. She/He told me that i can't take Pharmacy as my course and i was extremely SAD.... allah knows how it felts... i had let go three of my offers just to stay here and i receive this kind of news.
I am sad... but i think that sad is just not helping...
Even regret is not the best solution..
I just don't know whether Pharmacy is the best or not. I did istikharah but i don't know whether i had been answered or not..... but i'm writing letters to the director hopping and begging so my course will be consider back..
Last week was a really what we call a punching back. When i started to punch back all this sadness, i felt more sad.. therefore.. if faith said that i had to live with it.. than i will make this sadness bow to me and not i'm the one who bow towards it. If these sadness want to follow me.. than i will not be running but i will stay and stand high until they can't catch me.
I started not to cry like what i used to do. I'm a big girl now and i had to live to the coolest
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