Light And Motion Putrajaya LAMPU2014

Assalammualaikum

Alhamdullilah, setakat ni paper jawab final semester 3 ok la.. boleh jawab.. doa2 dapat la A. hehe.. tak dapat A dapat A- pun jadi la.. kalau tak dapat at least B+ atau B..please..please...please..
Actually minggu ni punya paper lagi susah.. Med Chem and Pharm Tect..perghh.. seram.. Immuno pun nak kena cover ni.. insha Allah i'll try my best.. janji usaha and i have both of my parents blessing.. doa diorang tak pernah putus... thanks mama and ayah <3

Cakap pasal LAMPU2014.. best sangat2.. serioussssss.. actually ada cakap hambar tapi sebab wa suka sungguh tengok lampu2 macam I-CITY tuu so for me "nora bagi empat bintang" huhahuah...

So sume start with Naquib call cakap ada this festival lampu something kat putrajaya prensit 3. Start after maghrib so kitaorg gerak dari Cyber ke sana macam dalam kul 8 gitu. And yeaa i got a new friend. His name is Imin. actually banyak borak ngan dia pun sebab dia MAHSA. Mahsa koooot. tempat Leiy. And he is Naquib's best friend mcm tu so i have to be nice la kan.

Parking kat Putrajaya like wow..ok....haih...jalan jauh la nampaknyee... naseb bawak teratai (kancil naquib). So kteorg parking pun ok la... boleh la.. haha... sampai terus duduk kat dataran putrajaya tu and plus ramai sangat org... kitaorang sampai betul2 event nak start. And sangat berbaloi.. Lampu tu diorg halakan kat this building yang kat dataran tu and memang cantik sangat.. Colorful and Amazing..

 But then the first performance tu kejap je.. and diorang ulang2 balik so kitaorang pun decide nak just have a walk around tengok2 kalau ada apa2 best lagi.. And we found this.. cantek kannn... cantek sangat...

Kitaorang nak beli belon tapi harga dia haih baik punyeee. So kitaorang just beli gelang yang glow2 tu... wa nak beli hijau but then habis.. haih... not my luck la i guess...

So kteorang ambil banyak gambar sampai kena marah ngan guard pun ada. Naquib ngan Mim la ni.. pelik2 je diorang tu. haha.. tapi kelakar kot..

Kteorg siap potong que sebab nak tengok pameran bergerak macam tu.. but then ok la... sempit and banyak asap...

After that semua dah lapar and decide nk makan tapi bestnye putrajaya ni nak makan susah sikit. Time tu dah kul 11 something so konon2 nak makan kat prensit 15. Mim ni gi bawak sampai sesat2 pastu kteorg pun try la nasib kat Taman Warisan. Sampai pun just sempat beli ice lemon tea. Laen semua dah tutup dah....

So Wa and Qiib gi ar makan kat 69. Tunggu2 Mim ni tak sampai2.. last2 call rupanye dh balek.. tak sempat jumpa.. but its okay.. pasni kau bawak kteorg gi bangsar pulak. haha.

thanks qiib for the glow gelang. and thanks bawak aku tengok lampu :)

So tu je la citenye LAMPU2014.

Yuna- Broke Her lyrics

Tell me is this alright with you
Not having me in your life
i always thought that maybe i can be your wife
and i would not mind living a lie

Still i keep my hopes on
And you're out there, out there lightning the dark
Your words they come so easy
Girl i just wanna be me
All the sudden i'm not on your team
Replace by the prettier things
When i see you with all this girls
I just don't understand
I guess i'm not like the rest of them
So is this my punishment..punishment..punishment..
Baby i'm in pain...i'm in pain..i'm in pain..
I'm just trying not overcome
That the fact baby i was not enough
You're anything i could think of
I should give up
You can have your ending with the girl you like
Sending on vision socialize
Buy all the things your money can buy
You don't hold nobody lullabies
Go ahead and leave me out of you life
No one's gonna ask you where you are tonight
You can tell your friends
You all high
Yeah i broke her but she'll be alright

I broke her but she'll be alright (3X)
I broke her but i'll be alright (3x)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XE9N8t7y4Dw

Study week

Assalammualaikum

I'm here because my brain dah sangat tepu study for my Finals.I just have 4 days left to save my semester. Man.. time flies... dah end of semester 3 kot.

Just wanna share about my hectic week. Well first i had 3 Lab exam and trust me i don't think i'm well prepared but alhamdullilah i still can answer those questions and conduct the experiments..

Then i have this Forum liberalisation which i was the moderator for that forum. I know my English is not that very the fluent la but still i think i had made a good job. Haha. cuz i'm so awesome yeaay

And of course i had this Election for CUPSS (Cyberjaya University Pharmacy Student Society) where i run for the secretary position. To be honest i'm kinda excited for it but not people around me. Macam when i told about it to my parents, diorang macam oh okay Good Luck then... haha.. maybe diorang tak expect me to win or diorang takut i will have to write so many proposal. But alhamdullilah again this awesome minah ni menang jugak that election with 165 undi.. Thanks Pharmacy Studentttt. and the lecturer of course yang sudi la nak pangkah my name. Seriously, i really appreciate it so much...

Of course my DRM camp kat Kuala Kangsar. Oh mannn. it was the best memorable camp ever. I felt so close to my batch and i really had a good time there. I had to cook for 100 people and my team masak was totally awesome (nasib tak ada yang sakit perut ke diarrhea ke... hehe). We have this simulation and all the lecturers praised us and mention that we are the best batches of all season. ecece.. for now la kot. And my khemahmate mostly are Terenganus and Kelantanise so my dialek dah start gapo dia... makang jom.. haha...oh no..

Now.... study week... i'm kinda nervous actually.. hari2 tido lewat sampai pukul 2 macam tu.. i don't really like stay up late because kadang2 i can feel this kind of loneliness when all my housemates dah tido. its like when i looked at my phone.. memang rasa mcam.. arhg.. don't mention it.. haha

Just relax.. yang penting i can rock my finals and can't wait for my cuti smester.. yeaa a month kot.. finally i can rest for a little bit..

back after so long

Assalammualaikum.

Hi people. its been a while since my last post right. yeaa. so many amazing things happen lately. Some are good and some are bad. Well, just ignore the past cuz i need to move on and let go. Easy to say hard to practice but just looked at the clock, it won't stop ticking.

I just finished my midsem and trust me like everyday i can feel butterfly flying around in my stomach. I admitted that midsem was hard and some subject i can't really answer well. just pray that i won't fail any subject. #Pray4Midsem

I got a part time job as an assistant pharmacist in Alpro Pharmacy. Please come and buy your medicine there so that i can get my salary. haha. just kidding. actually the purpose i applied to work there was because i want to get some experience with drugs. Pharmacology, medchem and of course community pharmacy practice paper force me to memories all kinds of drugs, So, i hope by working there, it can help me with my study.

Dota? still playing and i'm kinda happy because no more people call me noob. basically, i'm still a noob but then hello i did improve some okay. haha. i really love playing this thing and now i had been charmed to play COC. May God save my soul.

Music? i fall in love again with piano although it has been a while since i got in touch with it. i'm looking forward to have my piano class back. Maybe by this Nov or December. I really wish to busk. it's just i don't find anyone who loves music as much as me in CUCMS.

some things seem unfair. I never though university life will be this hard compare to highschool. You meet a lot of people. Some left but some did stay. Thank you for those who stay.

I will try again to have my life living to the coolest

World is round and round and round and round

Assalammualaikum....

today, i felt a pleasant feeling after i just realize something. You know these few days i keep feeling sad and all those stuft. Maybe because i lost everything that i have when i was sixteen just like that (vanished). The time you have all the fame because you are a permata. All you previous school friends and teachers look up at you as you are a genius. The time you have all your besfriends (Kamiguys) with you and you don't even felt alone for a sec. The time when you have the best cousins ever to always when for a vacation and family day. The time where you have all your classmates with you and being crazy like what so ever. The time you have the best boyfriend who loves you and keep fulfill your wish for these and that. That time. That Moment

until

you forget who are the one that gives everything to you... without a single thing missing. You are so perfect, beautiful, smart, nice, polite, famous and more...

you forget.

and Allah take away everything in one sec. You don't have any friends here.You have to make a loan in order for you to proceed your study. You have to apply three times just to get your pharmacy course. Your big family keep arguing and have so much problems. Your keep being disappointed in relationship. And you though you were alone....

but you're not

because Allah is there for you


i remember how i used to be alone when i was thirteen. I didn't get straight A for my UPSR because my sciences was B. And no one cares. Most of my friends receive 5As and proceed their studies in KGV,MRSM and SBP. And me... everyday i will walked to SMK Puteri with a heavy heart. Disbelieving why God didn't see my effort. Why? Why? Why?

Allah has a better plans for you.

i was place in a third class where most of my friends were in the second and first class. I don't know anyone and i had so low self esteem. But i study hard and hard and hard believing myself that i can also proved to everyone that i can be success too.. i was alone.. i went to recess alone and i just being friends with all the non malays.. until i was announced to be the best malay student in my class. I got number 4 in class and alhamdullilah more people had accept me more. And i had been chosen to be placed in the first class. i also had become the school prefect and more people started to recognize me including my old primary friends.



and... the better plans i wrote at above was

i had been choose to enter the gifted student center (PERMATApintar Negara, UKM)

nothing can come easily.. it was all because of Allah and your effort.

and i forgot... that bless is actually a test. and a test is actually a bless....

Allah has test me again today...

 i'm alone...

with so many people look down at me as i don't proceed my studies to overseas.....

but remember Najwa...

Allah has a better plans for you like when you were twelve......

so stop being sad... stop complaining... stop asking why... stop regreting.. stop hurting... stop crying.. stop running away from problems... and DON'T STOP BELIEVING...

start hoping.. start praying.. start trusting... start smiling... start believing that Allah is there when nobody were around.....

and trust yourself as your gonna living to the coolest

KAKAK

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

so, today my dad and i went to UKM to get my SPM Slip, MUET and Foundation's transkrip... heeehh.. along the way.. we have so much conversation and mostly it was about relationship in families... then i told my dad

"Alang, always asked me to send her McDonals during lunch break to her school (SMK KGV) if i'm in Seremban.. but... i never say NO although i know its not compulsory to do it as it was like soooo tiring"
maybe because
when i was in secondary.. i don't have a sister to do it for me... so i don't want my younger sister to feel what i feel....

and i remembered my friend Leiy told me that her brother will give her money when she was in University.... and her brother said
"When i was in University, i don't have a brother to give me money"

well... maybe its just a short sentence but the real meaning is so deep....
being and elder is not easy but it train us to know the real meaning of love and responsibility..

i myself hoping to give the best for my parents and siblings and of course they are the person who keep me to always be living to the coolest....

Cyberjaya University College Of Medical Sciences

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM....

well... i did not post anything yet about CUCMS as i was like totally busy for my first year classes... hmm... it has been like 4 weeks i'm here and Alhamdullilah i had became more comfortable and happy....


if i want to tell one by one about this place it might be the longest post so i just summarize it...

HOUSEMATE
 great housemate... ara (my roomate), kak farhana. thira, yana, nithia.. they really understand me.. although i still feel an awkward moment here but i try to blend in... my room was awesome but its just i can't open my window as i was on the first floor... i get to bath with hot water like everyday and well.... its not good actually....

COURSEMATE
practically all my coursemate are my classmate and are my batchmate... like usual mostly are girls but still the guys are dominating the class... i have a great class rep ADIB and my prettly assistant class rep Kak Farhana.... i usually sit besides Puteri in class... but sometimes i choose places where i can clearly see the LCD and whiteboard....

this is at the root top parking... that building is CUCMS Varsity Lodge

Taman Tasek Cyberjaya... i jog here.. ^^

in the dissection hall... that's a true human leg

DEBATE
i join the debate and alhamdullilah we manage to the final... hmm.. the result will be announced soon but i think that i had embarrassed myself in front of the final year, third year, second year and my own year.. i spoke broken english as i was totally nervous and i even read the script wrongly...

PROBLEMS??
i'm usually not a negative person.. i don't want to make all the problems to prevent me from enjoying myself here but i did feel so sad when i actually don't have friends... yes... i did have thousands of people who i can be friendly with...but i still searching for a person called friends... a person at least i can trust... i can share many things with her....

there were some tragedy happend here... i felt so sad as i was the youngest here and people treat me like this... i'm young please don't do this to me..... i never tried to create problems with anyone... why i'm always being blamed for someone else problem.....

i just hope that Allah will always be with me.. i know my parents were so worried that i will feel sad here... but each time i talked to them i will tell them how happy i am here but actually... i just wanna go to UKM back.... i want k7.... i want kamiguys......

but.. i met a new friend... he's from medic... well... we have so much similarities and i never actually become so close to someone before just in a short period...

i believe CUCMS will make me living to the coolest