KAKAK

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

so, today my dad and i went to UKM to get my SPM Slip, MUET and Foundation's transkrip... heeehh.. along the way.. we have so much conversation and mostly it was about relationship in families... then i told my dad

"Alang, always asked me to send her McDonals during lunch break to her school (SMK KGV) if i'm in Seremban.. but... i never say NO although i know its not compulsory to do it as it was like soooo tiring"
maybe because
when i was in secondary.. i don't have a sister to do it for me... so i don't want my younger sister to feel what i feel....

and i remembered my friend Leiy told me that her brother will give her money when she was in University.... and her brother said
"When i was in University, i don't have a brother to give me money"

well... maybe its just a short sentence but the real meaning is so deep....
being and elder is not easy but it train us to know the real meaning of love and responsibility..

i myself hoping to give the best for my parents and siblings and of course they are the person who keep me to always be living to the coolest....

Cyberjaya University College Of Medical Sciences

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM....

well... i did not post anything yet about CUCMS as i was like totally busy for my first year classes... hmm... it has been like 4 weeks i'm here and Alhamdullilah i had became more comfortable and happy....


if i want to tell one by one about this place it might be the longest post so i just summarize it...

HOUSEMATE
 great housemate... ara (my roomate), kak farhana. thira, yana, nithia.. they really understand me.. although i still feel an awkward moment here but i try to blend in... my room was awesome but its just i can't open my window as i was on the first floor... i get to bath with hot water like everyday and well.... its not good actually....

COURSEMATE
practically all my coursemate are my classmate and are my batchmate... like usual mostly are girls but still the guys are dominating the class... i have a great class rep ADIB and my prettly assistant class rep Kak Farhana.... i usually sit besides Puteri in class... but sometimes i choose places where i can clearly see the LCD and whiteboard....

this is at the root top parking... that building is CUCMS Varsity Lodge

Taman Tasek Cyberjaya... i jog here.. ^^

in the dissection hall... that's a true human leg

DEBATE
i join the debate and alhamdullilah we manage to the final... hmm.. the result will be announced soon but i think that i had embarrassed myself in front of the final year, third year, second year and my own year.. i spoke broken english as i was totally nervous and i even read the script wrongly...

PROBLEMS??
i'm usually not a negative person.. i don't want to make all the problems to prevent me from enjoying myself here but i did feel so sad when i actually don't have friends... yes... i did have thousands of people who i can be friendly with...but i still searching for a person called friends... a person at least i can trust... i can share many things with her....

there were some tragedy happend here... i felt so sad as i was the youngest here and people treat me like this... i'm young please don't do this to me..... i never tried to create problems with anyone... why i'm always being blamed for someone else problem.....

i just hope that Allah will always be with me.. i know my parents were so worried that i will feel sad here... but each time i talked to them i will tell them how happy i am here but actually... i just wanna go to UKM back.... i want k7.... i want kamiguys......

but.. i met a new friend... he's from medic... well... we have so much similarities and i never actually become so close to someone before just in a short period...

i believe CUCMS will make me living to the coolest